So simple..........

Today.........Louie........

and I ....

worked 16 hours to move my 'stuff' into storage.......what was I thinking a short month ago when I thought out loud "I'll just put my 'stuff' into storage and take a 'gap' year?.....really......poor Louie.........I originally figured it would take two days to do this.......and coached by my son......."MOM.......how could it take two days?.......a little condo and your studio......come on........"

So it's almost 3 in the morning........on this day.........OH.....no......the 'next' day.........and instead of turning in the truck...........sweeping it out, filling it up with petrol and all that.........and heading to the comfort of my son's house, waking up to my triplet grand girls..........

I have decided to 'simplify'.....(or crash)......and sleep in the place I have paid to reside in.......on the floor.......with a piece of foam.........and my sleeping bag...........I'll turn in the truck tomorrow........and take a run out to 'their' house in the morning..........after doing all that.....

And I am left wondering ........about wild fires.......my destination........and all the personal business I need to attend to before I take off on my most terrible adventure...........

and also.......

why the Hell do I have so much stuff?

It sickened me tonight........

I actually had a funny and/or magical story or two to tell about today.......but really......at the end of it.....I am sickened by my 'stuff'.......which after being wittness to loading it into the storage unit...... is like working a 3 dimentional jigsaw puzzle.......executed by a patient and amazingly hard working guy like Louie........

I also vow.....

never to return....

to........

This place
(my old studio filled vibes I could never clear)..........


It hurts my heart just to look at it here......…..
(and still wondering why I stayed there so long, or more important, how I landed there in the first place?)