Thoughts on moving forward...........

I have been sitting still for a long time.......waiting......and this is after a period of actually making decisions.....moving forward.....and saying "yes" to most things that came my way...........and now again.......I am gleaning my next "right action"........seems I must get 'off the fence' as the Universe does not seem to want me to be 'comfortable' for now, or in this way..........It's just that I perceive my finances dwindling......which does not surprise me since I live a 'comfortable' life......and have not adjusted it enough, or paid enough attention to what has been happening to and around me.........i.e....changing 'life' situation, the economy, the new world birthing......etc..........

Some of us are always aware of that stuff......worried.....planning.....or the opposite.......dulling their senses, ignoring reality, keeping their heads in the sand........I think I have done all of that at various times.......but lately I am just being quiet.......surrounding myself with very few people to bounce ideas off of......trying to realize when some of them are scaring me with their own 'projections' of fear...........again........I am filled with Trust.....in the Universe......but realize I must make some decisions soon.

Some of my thoughts are these.............

1)  I have been spending a lot of time looking 'outward' for answers.  Actually this is the story of my life,
     what 'I do'.  I must manage it right now.  Look within for the answers that are there for me.
      I know they are there and I know how to mine for them.  'Mine' as in searching for jewels in a cave. I  
      just need to be quiet to hear the 'small still voices' at the same time asking them to 'speak up'........
      I'm guessing this is Universal to most of us........and worth saying again and again......

2)  I am thinking about going on a technology fast.  I've done this before.  Currently I am not hooked up
     to cable.....or any kind of TV reception......I use mine for the occasional movie rental......and I don't
     read the paper......but confess to looking at a few blurbs on the Yahoo! home page.....but generally I
     am unaffected by the fear that permeates the airwaves.......I have found that my system does not
     tolerate it well.  It actually makes me crazy.  I used to be a junkie to it all.  Really.....I was immersed
     in it......but I had to cut it out.....and I am making a really short story long.  The latest thing my friends
     seem to be addicted to......and I am guilty of late,  is the influx of 2012 'Healing the Earth' and
     'Ascension' information.  All important to me.....however the influx of information is overwhelming.
     And all of it coming from 'Masters'........seems to be the buzz word.........
     And is starting to make me wonder about it all.  Everyone seems to have an agenda.  I'm not sure
     their's is the same as mine.  So yeah.  Have to cut that out too.  As to 'Awakening to my Soul's
     Purpose'.........well, I think I'm going to have to consult my Soul on that......And I think this is just
     a continuation of.......... thought #1.